I hate waiting
yet I have no choice
I have waited a lifetime
perhaps more
for even this chance
and if it should
slip through my fingers
how could I
go on
I look at you now
and the things I think of-
I want to scream
beneath you
am I too bold?
I know I must wait
for when we can be
together again
but its getting difficult
for me
I have never
felt this way before
I always want
to see that look in your eyes
when I told you
I loved you
there are times
I want to run to you
beg you to kiss me
I love you
but I hate
waiting for you